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Because there is no me
And because I feel
How much there is no me.”
I love the above quote by Anna Swir (1909-1984) because it describes so accurately where I am finding myself after 30 years on the spiritual journey: The simultaneity of no-thing-ness and everything-ness, the emptiness out of which arise infinite sparkles of potentiality of embodied divinity.
A bit of history:
My main spiritual influences were OSHO’s teachings (lots of Dynamic, Kundalini and Vipassana meditation to name just the most important meditation techniques, and individual and group therapy), Mindfulness Meditation, Direct Path teachings (Ramana Maharshi, currently Rupert Spira), Byron Katie’s “The Work”, Shamanic journeying, Gabrielle Roth’s 5-Rhythms dance, and since 2005 Waking Down in Mutuality Trillium Awakening teachings. I had my 2nd Birth / Whole Being Realization six month into my engagement with the teachings and became a Waking Down teacher in 2008.
I left Trillium Awakening in 2018, following an inner prompt to disconnect from all external influences and dive deeply into “my own spirituality as arising from within”. After two years of deepest inner work it became clear that Waking Down in Mutuality / Trillium Awakening teachings are my home base and that I would very much like to continue working and growing in “mutuality” with my fellow teachers and community members as well as support aspirants to shift into Whole Being Realization.
A couple of Personal Development / Spiritual Growth tools that helped me along the way are the Enneagram (type 9 with a strong 1 wing and good access to 8) and the Human Design System (5/1 Projector with Emotional Authority). I am a long-time practitioner of the Enneagram since 1990 and offer Human Design System consulting since 2014.
In addition to Trillium Awakening embodied consciousness awakening facilitation and Human Design System consulting, in the last 4 years, I have found deepest fulfillment in what feels like dharmic work for me as Hospice Nurse Aide. Being in the field of the death transition with patients and their families feels sacred and utterly fulfilling. I feel like a Christmas Tree with all lights on when I am working.
I live in Tucson, AZ with my beloved husband Max Goler and my most adorable dog Ollie. I work part-time at TMC Peppi’s House In-Patient Hospice. Since August of 2020 I am on a Cancer journey which has profoundly impacted me in deepening into the Mystery of the Paradox of being both so very mortal and immortal.
How I support your awakening process:
In an open-ended inquiry space, through deepest greenlighting and listening and pointing you towards your whole-being somatic experience in the moment, I assist you in getting in touch with your conditioned patterns, beliefs, and ego structures.
This simple (but not easy) paying attention / recognition process liberates consciousness held in fixed structures so it can recognize itself as “free agent”. Now, liberated consciousness can experience itself as the flow of the unconditioned divine manifesting in the phenomenal world, it can experience itself as fluid aliveness in the NOW.
It appears that nothing in the inner universe is random – there is a logic to our beauty and to our brokenness. I’d be honored to help you discover this logic of your Being.
If there is interest, I love using the Human Design System and the Enneagram map to assist with this process. Both are powerful tools to come to a deep, layered understanding of one’s energy mechanics and personality blindspots.
I offer a free 30 minute “getting-to-know” each other session to feel into if we would be a good match for working together. Email me to schedule a free introductory session.
“We do not outgrow our phenomenal self. As long as we are in this bodily life, it is our instrument…..we will speak through it, act out of it, care for it, and do our best to keep it in playable condition. The phenomenal self has lost its allure as the presumed seat of our being. Recognized at last for what it is, a precious and serviceable tool, it is set free to do its thing brilliantly, passionately, and particularly as only a finite self can.”