Nothing to Redeem
At its source, the holiday season is a celebration of giving and forgiving, an honoring of the heart’s qualities of love, compassion, understanding, connection, appreciation, and light. The season can also energize a keener awareness of life’s sharp edges and amplify feelings of separation, brokenheartedness, alienation, disillusionment, frustration, and darkness. These are not the feelings…
“Being Seen, Being Met, Being Loved”: A Retreat in Perth, Australia — Easter 2023
BEING SEEN, BEING MET, BEING LOVED Soul Companions for Our JourneyThrough Forsaken and Forgiven to Fulfilment Relational Spirituality The world is changing in a distinctive way. Events on the other side of the world now feel much closer. We feel a common bond and intimacy with people’s experiences on remote continents. “Far away” is no…
Consciousness, Witness & Source
NOTE: In this consideration, I am inviting us to tune into the direct transmission of the words ‘witness’, ‘consciousness’ and ‘source’. SUMMARY: ‘Source’ is not another word for ‘consciousness’. It is not simply a word that bypasses the awkwardness and transcendent-centrism of attributing origin and origination to consciousness. Whole being source is revealed through a…
The Heart of Radiant Sacred Love – Talk and Meditation
This talk and guided meditation was shared on November 20, 2021 at the Awakening to the Divine Retreat.
Core Identity Inquiry Meditation with Fax Gilbert
In this meditation you will be led through a simple self-inquiry process toward a deepening recognition of your fundamental nature. A powerful way to connect as the Being that registers and embodies everything else.we are.
Love, Feeling, Adoration, and Our Glowing Sacred Heart – Talk and Meditation on Heart Soul Nature
This talk and guided meditation happened on June 25, 2022 at the Whole Being Soul Evolution Retreat.
Love-Bliss of the Supreme Heart – Video Music Album
These are 10 tracks of my flute compositions and improvisations, played on 7-hole shakuhachis, which are Japanese end-blown bamboo flutes. I recorded these pieces at my home in 2011 through 2012, during an especially grace-filled creative period, when a lot of divine inspiration and Love-Bliss intoxication was happening. Initially, I was going to put out…
Heart & Soul
In this video series, Steve delves into the unexpected and sometimes challenging changes that accompany the later stages of Trillium’s process of embodiment and Whole Being Realization and explains how the process eventually leads to the fulfillment of your unique purpose in this life.
The Joy of Receiving
In this video introduction from a sitting by the same name, Fax explores how the Trillium work createscontexts for connection that deepen our universal, personal, and interpersonal identity.
A Brief Genealogy of Being Divinely Human
My morning ritual includes drawing a card from the Trillium Self-Inquiry Deck. This morning, I woke with a return of pain associated with healing from hip replacement over 3 months ago. I could feel the way my being was responding to this pain with disappointment and a slight tinge of bitterness. That’s okay, of course….
The Well of Onlyness
In the Trillium Dharma, Onlyness is defined as the quality of seamlessness of consciousness with phenomena; the recognition that all phenomena, objects, and others are of the “same essence” as your conscious embodied, non-separate nature. For many of us, myself included, Onlyness is easiest to experience with phenomena and objects, and not so easy with…
Divination as Dharma Practice
Recently, after a long period of infirmity, I was called to resume my morning practice of prayer and contemplation. It’s not that I had stopped these practices but that I was unable to do them in the same way. I was unable to sit on the floor which is where my altar resides, tucked into…